Today I saw his body. I saw it in the flesh. I have not seen this view in over three weeks. It made my heart thump and gave me goosebumps. I want to kiss him and touch him. It took everything in me not to. I miss those intimate moments with my husband and I miss feeling his skin against mine. Living in this house, sleeping next to him, and moments like today...are like torture for me. All I want is my husband back. My heart is aching with a pain I have never felt before. I need to get out of here but thanks to expired tags and tax refund delays...I am stuck in this house of pain until the 15th.