23 February 2011

At a Loss...

It's been a rough day to say the least. We had another counseling session and well it didn't go so well. It's clear he's done and doesn't want to be with me and that hurts more than anything in the world. I feel so rejected. I try so hard to make him happy but there is nothing I can do to please him. Nothing I do will change how he feels. It's amazing how you can love someone so much that it physically hurts and get nothing in return. I am broken. I am beaten down. And ultimately, I am just worn out. I'm not sure where to go from here or what the future holds but I am scared to death.

5 comments:

  1. Im sorry to hear this, i will keep you in my prays.things will work out for the best just give it time

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  2. ugh, my heart aches for you so much! I can't even imagine the pain you must feel. Hang in there girly. I'll be thinking of you!

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  3. :'(
    i can't imagine what you are going through. I am so sorry, but in time the pain will start to ease. you're in my thoughts and prayers.

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  4. thanking of you <3 give it a little more time and don't give up. fight for what you love.

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