It's been a rough day to say the least. We had another counseling session and well it didn't go so well. It's clear he's done and doesn't want to be with me and that hurts more than anything in the world. I feel so rejected. I try so hard to make him happy but there is nothing I can do to please him. Nothing I do will change how he feels. It's amazing how you can love someone so much that it physically hurts and get nothing in return. I am broken. I am beaten down. And ultimately, I am just worn out. I'm not sure where to go from here or what the future holds but I am scared to death.