Today was a long day at work and just before I clocked out to go home I had a minute of memory less...I was thinking to myself how excited I was to go home and see my husband...until I remembered he's not here and won't be until next year. I almost lost it. I had to hold back the tears until I got to my car. It was awful. I thought I was okay. I thought I could be strong. It's little moments like what happened today that hurt and that just tear down my strong front. I just pray this time will fly by.