I have been called tough, even strong. So many times people say these things of me and yes, I guess I am tough and strong...most of the time. But I'm also human being. I break down. I cry. Sometimes I feel like I can't prevail. Sometimes I just want to give up. But I push through. I push through the hard times. If I need to breathe, I breathe. If I need to cry, well, then I cry. But after that I suck it up and I move on pushing through.
Things don't always go as planned and life is never easy. Marriage is never easy. Being married to a man who goes halfway around the world for his job....is never ever easy.
It's in these moments when all you can do is look around. Pause. And remember the blessings you have around you because it seems these are the times when we forget about the good and get too caught up in the bad. Life is about living and learning. Life is about love.
Don't give up. Don't forget the wonderful things you have and the wonderful people who love you. Never be too afraid to ask for help. And most of all....never give up. Because you are always much stronger than you know. Sometimes it just takes a breakdown to gain more strength. A temporary moment of weakness to find the strength to pull through.