27 January 2012

Tired...

I'm tired of being alone. I miss my friends. It took me years at this base to make good friends and two of my closest and have already moved away. Recently, we went to visit my home state and I got to see some of my best friends I hadn't seen in so long and it was wonderful and sad because I miss them so much. It's a friday night and I'm alone. Babies are sleeping and it's just me singing at the top of my lungs to show tunes in my bathroom. What an exciting life I have...

I want a close girlfriend who doesn't mind staying in and watching a movie. Someone who can go running with me. Someone who loves my kids. Someone who doesn't mind doing kid friendly activities. Someone I can be silly with. Someone who will sing show tunes at the top of their lungs right along with me. Someone who I can snuggle on the couch with and cry to a chick flick with. Blah....all of these things remind me of the girl I was best friends with for so many years who lives in my home state..I miss her and I miss having close girl friends.

2 comments:

  1. I can't really say that I know how you feel at the moment... but i am almost absolutely positive that I'll have this feeling in a few short months to come. My husband is leaving soon for Georgia and then North Carolina...and in about 7 months, (early October), I should be in North Carolina, as well.

    I am so scared because I've never been alone without my friends, or family, and I know he will be training A LOT! Hang in there!

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