To most, this month has probably flown by but to me it has dragged on forever and I still have three more months of this! I wish I could fast forward the next 3 months because I am dying to have my husband back in my arms! My daughter has begun to stand up and can take steps with help. She is improving so fast and it is sad that her daddy is missing it all. She is always saying 'da da' and on the days she gets to see him through skype she never sleeps well. It's like seeing him reminds her that he's not here and makes her miss him. I feel so bad that she has to be away from daddy because I know how much she loves him.